How Much Longer Till ‘It’ Breaks??

E veryone experiences something huge in their lives which either makes them take a bad turn, or makes them stronger. But this is about me. Something happened….it was huge, it was sad, heartbreaking….its gonna be 2 years. I’m still standing, keeping faith. I do not know whether I’m impassive or I have yet to be poignant about what happened. I do not know what it is that is keeping me from thinking about it and being ignorant. And I hope that whatever it is, ‘it’ stays in me forever as a spell and hope ‘it’ never breaks cause I do not know what would happen if it does. I fear of a day that ‘it’ might break. Every passing day I feel the line getting thinner and thinner. Well maybe ‘it’ will never break. I do not know…